Palagi na Lang Pacute

Hanep! Naexperience ko na yung feeling na "parang binuhusan ng malamig at mainit na tubig." Nakakahiya talaga. Feeling ko namula o namutla ata ako sa hiya noon makita ko ang mga profile pictures ko sa multiply account ko. Shucks! Ganun pala ako ka-pacute.

Lampas isang taon ko na atang hindi nabibisita yung multiply account kong yun. Kung maopen ko man, tamang daan lang para mag-accept ng invitation. Pero, hindi na active. 2007 pa ang mga huling posts ko dun.

Nakakahiya din yung mga blogs ko. Pati ibang pictures. Bigla kong naisip na dapat ng mawala ang multiply account ko!!! Besides, may friendster naman ako. Ano kaya?

Hindi ko na rin naman na-aupdate, eh.

Di bale, pagiisipan ko muna at baka may mas mabuting ideya na pumasok sa isip ko.

Siguro, kaya ganun ang naramdaman ko dahil sobra-sobra yung changes na nangyari sa buhay ko mula nang mahilig akong magpost sa multiply. Ngayon kasi, iba na ang priorities ko. Hay... Ganyan talaga ang buhay.

Minsan nga rin, feeling ko na parang binuboost ko ang tingin ng tao sa 'kin through my social networking accounts. Nakakahiya talaga.

Di bale, ayusin ko na talaga yun. At sana, magkaroon na ako ng time na gawin yun.

“Nagiguilty Kasi ang Tao”

Nagtataka ako kung bakit naiinis ako sa isa kong kaibigan kapag nagmamarunog at sinasabihan ako kung ano ang dapat at hindi ko dapat gawin. Aaminin ko, intimidating ang character nya kasi para siyang saint na hindi nakakagawa ng pagkakamali. Pero, gaya ko, nagkakamali din naman siya.

Kahit ganun, naging matalik pa rin kaming magkaibigan at dinadaan na lang namin sa joke ang pangangaral nya sa akin. Kung sabagay, kumpara naman sa kanya eh mas hindi kawili-wili ang pagkatao ko. Hindi naman ako nagalit sa kanya ni minsan. Nainis lang ako.

Yung ugali nyang yun din siguro ang naging dahilan sa unexplainable na bigla nilang pagsiseparate ways ng close friend nya, who happens to be a close friend of mine too.

Kahit na ganun sya, alam kong hindi naman nya sinasadyang maka-offend. Kung iisipin nga, wala namang masama sa naging attitude nya. Nafifeel ko lang talaga na morally superior siya kesa sa akin.

Pero, bakit kaya ganun? Parang hindi ako kumportable sa ganung setup? Hindi ako kumportableng pinapakita sa akin na mali ako at masama ako.

Kapag iniisip ko naman logically ay wala namang masama sa ginagawa nung kaibigan kong yun o sa kung sino pang nagpapalaganap ng “tamang gawin.” Hindi naman nya o nila ako kinu-curse. Pinapafeel lang nila na masama ako. Heheheheh! Eh, totoo naman na may paka mean akong tao. Though, hindi palagi. ;)

Noong tanungin ko si Dabz tungkol dito, sabi nya, “Nagiguilty kasi ang tao.”

Shucks!

Siguro nga.

Nagiguilty ako na ginagawa ko pa rin ang mga maling ginagawa ko kahit alam kung mali na talaga. Insecure siguro ako na hindi ko magawang maging mabuting tao gaya ng gusto kong mangyari o gaya ng ibang kilala ko.

At least, nag-istruggle naman akong maging mabuting tao, noh! For now, yun naman ang importante.

Sana magawa ko rin yun.

Gustong Halikan ang Lupa

All my life, talagang iniisip kong humble ako. Pero, hindi pala ako humble.

Ngayon ko lang naintindihan ang word na humility.

Gaya noong iniisip kong physically sexy ako. Yung tipong 36-24-36 ang figure. Pero, hindi pala. Sabi nga ni Mama, ako daw ang pinakamataba sa amin. Yung mga kapatid kong babae, nasa 26 lang ang bewang samantalang ako ay 28-29 noon kaparehong edad ko lang sila.

Feeling ko din, goddess of beauty ako gaya ni Aphrodite. Yun pala, common lang naman ang mukha ko.

May mga nagsasabi kasing maganda raw ako. Pero hindi ko naisip na mas marami pala ang nag-iisip na hindi naman.

Akala ko din dati, walang taong may sama ng loob sakin dahil akala ko talaga, wala akong ginawang makakasakit sa feelings ng iba. Gaya ni Miss Mae.

Hindi nya raw ako makakalimutan dahil ako ang naglista sa kanya sa Noisy Pupils noong tinatry nyang tumahimik. May grudges pala siya sa akin. Noon college ko lang nalaman yun.

Yun isa ko pang ka batch sa highschool, meron din syang sama ng loob sa akin. Pinapahirapan ko daw ang platoon nila kapag ako ang naghahandle. Ang angas ko raw!

Akala ko pa naman, naging mabuti at righteous platoon leader ako. Hindi pala.

May hint na ako noon pa man na hindi ako humble. Pero, hindi ko yun naintindihan.

Minsan kasi, nag-summer job ako sa DSWD. May ginawa ata akong "arrogant" sa tingin ng iba. Eh, hindi ko naman nakikita ang kasalanan ko kaya hindi ako nagsorry at hindi ko rin tinatanggap na arrogant ako.

Lately ko lang talaga naiisip na arrogant ako.

May endless stories ako para patunayang hindi ako humble at for a long time, naniwala akong humble ako. Hindi na naman nagmamatter yun ngayon. Ang importante ay alam ko na ang flaws ko at willing akong magbago.

Sana lang...

Sana talaga maging humble na ako.

Yung totoong humble talaga, hindi akala o feeling lang.

Gusto ko talagang marating yung level na ganun. Yung paghalik sa lupa.

Accepting the Bigger Me

Tuluy-tuloy na ang pagtaba ko simula noong nagtrabaho ako bilang isang Web content writer. Pano ko ba naman magagamit ang naipon kong calories? Nakaupo lang ako mag-hapon. Tatayo lang kung magtitimpla ng kape, magsi-CR, o magbi-break. Bukod sa mga daliri, kamay lang ang na-eexercise ko. Kaya hayun, nag-umpisa na akong maging chubby.

At yun na nga, nagbuntis ako. Lampas 20 kilos ang tinaas ng timbang ko. Thankfully, 5 kilos heavier na lang ako sa dati kong timbang bago magbuntis.

Pero sa kasamaang palad, chubby pa rin ako at hindi pa rin sakin kasya ang mga dati kong pantalon. Pasalamat pa rin ako dahil may mga damit pa ring kasya sa akin.

Eto na lang ang mga magagamit ko sa mga dati kong damit.



Eto naman ang natira.




Mapapakinabangan naman 'to ng ibang tao specially ngayon na may plano kaming outreach/charity project. Kaya kung may mga gamit kang di mo na kailangan na sa tingin mo ay saleable naman, idonate mo na lang kaya sa amin? Maluluwagan na ang cabinet mo, makakatulong ka pa.

Naalala ko bigla, isa nga pala ang charity project sa dapat kong i-post. Di bale, hindi pa naman huli ang lahat. :D

At least, may maganda naman naidulot ang pagtaba ko. Sabi nga ni Erik, kailangan ko na daw i-accept na mataba na ako. Heheheheh!

Sa wakas, ngayon lang ata ako naka fully let go ng dati kong figure. Ganyan talaga ang buhay. Buti na lang, hindi ko na habit magpacute.

Isa na lang talaga nag gusto kong mangyari, lumiit pa ang tyan ko. So far, lumiliit na siya. Pero, mukahang butete pa rin ako.

Sana umipektib naman itong binili kong girdle sa Avon. *cross fingers*

Leave Out All The Rest by Linkin Park

Favorite band ko na ang Linkin Park simula nang mahilig ako sa alternative music. Noon, ikinakahiya kong gusto ko sila kasi, sabi ni Korn, para daw silang boyband. Ngayon, okay lang. Hindi naman ako fan na fan nila. Crush ko lang talaga si Mike Shinoda. :)

I heard this song from my music library. Dinownload ko lang ata 'to noong naghahanap ako ng mga Minutes to Midnight songs. Hindi ako aware na sikat pala ang Leave Out All the Rest nung nagustuhan ko na siya. Isa siguro 'to sa mga rare songs na magugustuhan mo na talaga sa unang pakikinig mo pa lang.

Maganda ang message ng kanta. Nakakarelate ako, though, hindi naman ako superduper makasalanang tao. Pero, gaya mo at ng lahat, makasalanan di naman ako. Kaya sana, "When my time comes forget the wrong that I've done. Let me leave behind some reasons to be missed."

'Pag namatay ako, sana ito ang tugtog.

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here?

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shed but I'm me

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

N0te: Alay ko 'to sa mga taong nasa redemption. It's never too late for change no matter how mean you were. :)

Paradise Less Traveled

Finally, nakamove on na rin ako sa nangyari last week. Pero, syempre, may lamat na siya sa akin. Hehehehe! Nakamove on na nga talaga ako.

Actually, wala akong maisip na isulat ngayon. Parang for the sake of posting lang kaya nagsusulat ako ngayon. Walang kwenta naman 'to kaya 'wag ka na lang magbasa.

Joke lang! =)

Ififeature ko ngayon ang travel blog site ko. Yun talaga ang blog site na gusto kong i-market. Kaso, bakit ba parang palagi akong walang oras?

Eto ang site: http://futuretraveldestinations.wordpress.com/.

Sana magustuhan mo. Isa pa lang ang post ko diyan. Siniseryoso ko kasi yang blogsite na yan. Katuparan siya ng isa sa mga pangarap ko--ang maglakbay on a budget. :)

Bukod diyan, gusto ko ring mapraktis ang pagsusulat ng travelogue. Gusto ko kasi talagang maging travel writer. Simple step ko 'to papunta dun. In the future, gagamitin ko 'to para pag-apply as a travel writer.

Syempre, gusto ko ring mashare ang magagandang lugar sa Pilipinas.

Ay, gusto ko rin palang mapraktis ang pagiging photographer kaya yan.

Kaso, wag mo munang i-expect na pang world class na yan. Napapangitan pa nga ako sa English ko diyan. Narealize kong nagdedepreciate ang writing skills ko nung sinulat ko yan. But that will not stop me. Heheheheh!

Pipilitin kong masundan ang article ko diyan bago matapos ang March.

Sayang ng 480 Pesos

Kung hindi mo pa nababasa ang Konting Tiis Pa, mabuting pang basahin mo na muna yun. Tutal, non-sense naman itong blog ko kung wala kang idea sa pinagsasabi ko dito.

Gaya ng hinala mo, eto ako, hindi pa rin nakakapagmove on sa nangyaring kapalpakan dahil sa "vacation" ko daw. So far, hindi pa rin nya ako binibigyan ng mga writing assignments.

Partly, masaya ako kasi may hinahabol din akong mga articles para sa isa kong sinusulatat, which is luckily mas mabait-bait ng konti. Heheheh! Party naman, sad at disappointed ako kasi iniisip kong baka hindi pa rin nya ako mapatawad sa kapalpakang nagawa ko (o nagawa nya. heheeheh! PEACE!).

Para naman, hindi masayang nag pinaghirapan kong apat na articles tungkol sa Labradoodle, ipopost ko na lang dita. At baka ipost ko din sa iba pang online article database gaya ng article database or ezinearticles. Wish ko lang maipagkasya ko ang plano kong ito sa 24 hours ko everyday. Eto sila. Magsawa ka kakabasa tungkol sa Labradoodle puppies. ;)

Before Buying an Australian Labradoodle

Perhaps you are among the many people who really, really want to own a very cute puppy but the problem is, you have dog allergies. Good news for you because you can still own puppies. Just make sure that they are allergy friendly puppies like an Australian Labradoodle.

Australian Labradoodles and the Creation of Allergy Friendly Puppies

When anyone thinks of allergy friendly puppies, the first thing that comes in mind is an Australian Labradoodle. You can really expect that they are allergy friendly puppies because they are really bred for people with dog allergies.

It was in 1989 when Wally Conron, an Australian breeder, cross-bred a Standard Poodle and a Labrador Retriever. His purpose for doing so is to have a puppy with great trainability, gentleness, and good for people with dog allergies. And poof! He was able to breed just that—an Australian Labradoodle.

Now, Australian Labradoodles are best for people who do not only want allergy friendly puppies, but puppies with very gentle, sweet and intelligent characteristics.

Australian Labradoodles as Intelligent Dog Breed

Australian Labradoodles are not yet capable of breeding true allergy friendly puppies. These Australian Labradoodles can only be created through cross-breeding a Labrador and a Poodle.

Although Australian Labradoodles cannot be bred true, they still own a significant intelligence that is very comparable with other intelligent dog breeds.

An Australian Labradoodle is known for easy training. You can teach them to follow verbal commands and even sign language instructions.

Because Australian Labradoodles are easy to train, they are mostly used as guide dogs around the world. Handicapped or disabled people find having an Australian Labradoodle very helpful not only as their companion but as a therapy as well.

Australian Labradoodles as Energetic Dog

Unlike other cute lovely puppies, an Australian Labradoodle is very energetic. This can be the reason why you should never just make an Australian Labradoodle stay in your house. They can’t resist going anywhere because they are naturally outgoing.

The energetic characteristic of Australian Labradoodles makes them a very friendly dog ideal for families and even children. So if you are thinking to own an Australian Labradoodle, your family, especially your children, will never have any problem.

Aside from being allergy friendly puppies, Australian Labradoodles are great swimmers as well. Their parent dogs are known to be great swimmers too. Australian Labradoodles might have gotten this special skill from their parents.

Australian Labradoodles as Allergy Friendly Puppies

What makes Australian Labradoodles allergy friendly puppies is that their coat sheds less or does not shed at all.

Allergy friendly puppies like Australian Labradoodles won’t get you or any of your family members sneezing all the time.

And the best thing about these allergy friendly puppies is that you don’t always have to clean up their sheds on the carpet or the sofa.

Speaking of coat, you can also have an Australian Labradoodle in different looks of coats. You can have an Australian Labradoodle pups with wiry coat to soft coat or straight to wavy to curly coat.

So aside from having allergy friendly puppies, you can still get the chance of choosing your desired Australian Labradoodle looks.

With these Australian Labradoodle characteristics, you will not just have allergy friendly puppies, you might even get energetic, friendly, and very intelligent puppies.

Caring Tips for Chocolate Labradoodle Puppies According to Labradoodle Breeders

Labradoodle pups can be the most adorable creature on earth. There lovely coat, beautiful eyes, good character, and sweet personality make these Labradoodle pups really one of a kind. And what’s more is that you can always choose among the different colors of Labradoodle pups. You can even have one of the chocolate Labradoodle puppies! Yes, your favorite snacks can also be the color of your favorite pet.

Now that you already have your lovely pet, better take care of it properly. Who else can give the most valuable pieces of advice but from Labradoodle breeders only? The following are some caring tips for chocolate Labradoodle puppies according to Labradoodle breeders:

Labradoodle Breeders Tip No. 1: Start training a routine for Labradoodle pups.

Being consistent is very important for chocolate Labradoodle puppies. Labradoodle breeders suggest that these pets should be taken regularly for a walk, say every other day.

Chocolate Labradoodle puppies also need to sleep in the same place every night.

Labradoodle pups should be fed at the same time in the same food container. But make sure to serve only a small amount of food for chocolate Labradoodle puppies because eating too much could be dangerous for them.

Labradoodle Breeders Tip No. 2: Train chocolate Labradoodle puppies to use a crate.

Your house can be a very big place for Labradoodle pups. They need a place they can call their own and that can be their own crate.

Labradoodle breeders said you can already initiate crate training for chocolate Labradoodle puppies when they are six to seven weeks old.

Labradoodle Breeders Tip No. 3: Disciplining the chocolate Labradoodle puppies is important.

Labradoodle pups can be so lovely pets but not if they are undisciplined.

Labradoodle breeders said you can train Labradoodle pups to be disciplined by giving them punishment when they did something wrong. For example, show your pet an angry face when it urinated on your carpet.

Labradoodle Breeders Tip No. 4: Feed the chocolate Labradoodle puppies the right food for them.

Each puppy needs special food and Labradoodle pups need a special food as well. You can ask your veterinarian for the best food you can give for chocolate Labradoodle puppies.

Labradoodle Breeders Tip No. 5: Train chocolate Labradoodle puppies not to house break.

Labradoodle breeders agree that Labradoodle pups are energetic pets. This can be a lovely characteristic but not if the chocolate Labradoodle puppies try to get out of the house because they need to release their being energetic.

No pet owner would want his Labradoodle pups to get lost. You can prevent that nightmare from happening if you train chocolate Labradoodle puppies not to break out from your house.

Labradoodle Breeders Tip No. 6: Give proper care for the chocolate Labradoodle puppies’ coat.

Labradoodle pups have lovely coat of different varieties. Though their coats do not shed too much, it is still important that you care for their coats.

Chocolate Labradoodle puppies might get so messy and run everywhere. You’ll just realize they became so naughty when you see their coat so dirty.

Labradoodle breeders suggest reading informative materials on how to take care of Labradoodle pups’ coats, especially coats of the chocolate Labradoodle puppies.

Labradoodle pups are like small naughty kids that need to be trained, discipline, taught, and cared of. Chocolate Labradoodle puppies are not excused from this. If you want to maintain and improve the lovely attitude of your pet, better follow these tips from Labradoodle breeders.

Six Steps in Choosing the Best among the Labradoodle Pets for Sale

Labradoodle puppies are great option if you want allergy friendly dogs. So if you are looking for some Labradoodle pets for sale, better be informed well. There are certain things that you should know about these allergy friendly dogs first.

You may find a lot of Labradoodle pets for sale but choosing the best can be hard, especially if you don’t know what you’re looking for and your possible options. Here is the step-by-step procedure when adopt

ing a dog from Labradoodles pets for sale:

1.Look for breeders of Labradoodle puppies. Adopting allergy friendly dogs directly from breeders is the surer way to adopt real Labradoodle puppies. Remember, there are unscrupulous people who might have Labradoodle pets for sale. But their pets might look like Labradoodle puppies only. You can prevent being a Labradoodle pets for sale scam victim if you adopt from real breeders Labradoodle puppies.

2. Contact a legal pet store in your area. You might not be able to find a breeder of Labrador puppies. But don’t despair because you can still have allergy friendly dogs from your local pet store.

Better contact the pet store in your area and look for Labradoodle pets for sale. Allergy friendly dogs, especially Labradoodle puppies, are adopted quickly. Make sure you can have one among the store’s Labradoodle pets for sale.

3. Adopt Labradoodle puppies from rescue foundation.

There are foundations that rescue Labradoodle puppies and later have these Labradoodle pets for sale. You can look for allergy friendly dogs from these foundations.

But be careful when choosing among the Labradoodle pets for sale from here. There are Labradoodle puppies that were rescued from abusive owners. These allergy friendly dogs are usually very wary of humans.

Meanwhile, there are Labradoodle pets for sale in foundation that are physically and mentally healthy. These allergy friendly dogs are mostly those that were given to these foundations for different reasons like sickness of a family member or moving.

4. Interact with Labradoodle puppies before adopting one.

Not all Labradoodle pets for sale are friendly, at least for you. So, instead of choosing among the Labradoodle pets for sale solely based on photos, better interact with them. There are allergy friendly dogs that might respond to you well. These allergy friendly dogs are your best option for adoption.

5. Ask about the Labradoodle pets for sale.

Not all allergy friendly dogs are really friendly to everyone. So before you choose among the Labradoodle pets for sale, better know something about their past, especially their parents. Labradoodle puppies with temperamental parents are usually temperamental too.

6. Get special supplies for your allergy friendly dogs before going home.

When you have finally chosen among the Labradoodle pets for sale, it is time to bring this lovely pet home. But don’t get too excited because Labradoodle puppies have special needs. Buy those needed things first before the new family member is brought home.

Finding allergy friendly dogs is just easy by following these simple steps. So, start looking of Labradoodle pets for sale and start choosing your best pick among these lovely and cuddly Labradoodle puppies.

Where and How to Find the Best Labradoodle Breeder?

Labradoodle pets are no doubt to be one of the most fantastic pets on earth. And if you are looking for some Labradoodle pets, there is no better person you can go to but a Labradoodle breeder.

But where can you find the best Labradoodle breeder? Here are some suggestions to find your best Labradoodle breeder:

· Ask some suggestions from Labradoodle pet owners. Why not ask happy owners of Labradoodle pets? They surely know at least one good Labradoodle breeder.

· Look for a Labradoodle breeder from your local newspapers’ classified ads. This can be a very conventional way to look for Labradoodle breeders but can still be effective.

· Try your phone directory when looking for Labradoodle breeders. Call them and you will know if they can handle Labradoodle pets carefully.

· Google for some Labradoodle breeders’ names. The Internet can be a place of many scammers but there are legitimate Labradoodle breeders here as well.

Take two or more options when looking for Labradoodle breeders. And when you already found the seemingly best Labradoodle breeder for Labradoodle pets, never miss to ask him some questions. Here are some things you should know about the Labradoodle breeders and the Labradoodle pets:

1. Why is he selling the Labradoodle pets? Labradoodle breeders have different answers to this question. But the best Labradoodle breeder will tell you that he sells Labradoodle pet for love of breeding Labradoodle. Never get pets from Labradoodle breeders who are only doing it for financial gains.

2. How much do the Labradoodle breeders know about Labradoodle pets? You can ask this question indirectly like asking many questions about Labradoodle pets. You will know a dedicated Labradoodle breeder the way he answers your questions and the amount of knowledge he has about the Labradoodle pets.

3. Have the Labradoodle pets undergone health testing? There are different vaccinations and other health testing needed for the Labradoodle pets. Ask the Labradoodle breeders about this so you would know if he is a responsible pet breeder. He should also have the Labradoodle pets’ parents vaccinated. The Labradoodle breeder can show you documents of the health testing, anyway.

4. How is the social health of the Labradoodle puppies? Know if the Labradoodle breeders are training the pets to interact with people, similar Labradoodle pets, and other animals. Don’t forget to know how often the pets’ social exposure is.

5. What is the Labradoodle pets’ diet? Learn from the Labradoodle breeders the kind of food the pets are eating.

6. Are the Labradoodle puppies registered? Ask the Labradoodle breeders if their pets’ parents are registered too.

7. Can the Labradoodle breeder be contacted while you have their Labradoodle pets? They know that you don’t still have any idea on how to take care of Labradoodle pets properly. So, they can and should be contacted while you still have one of their Labradoodle pets.

8. Is the Labradoodle breeder a member of any breeders’ organizations? By becoming members, Labradoodle breeders will have certain code of ethics to follow. Therefore, you can trust these Labradoodle better than others who are not members of any breeders’ organization.

Through following these guides, you can certainly get one of the best Labradoodle pets from the best Labradoodle breeder.